Light night I went to zumba. With one of my two BFF. It was good fun – she took the approach of wanting to get it right. Whilst I wanted to just keep my bum, legs and arms moving – whether it was right or wrong, I just wanted to keep moving. We’ll be going back next Monday. But here and now, I’m drawing a line in the sand. Flubbyness be gone. That’s it. I want done with it. I weigh 14 stone. And frankly, that’s 4 stone too many. So I’m going to sort it out.
Why?
Because I want to not get out of breath whilst playing with the boys.
Because I want to be able to shop in “normal” clothes shops.
Because I want to not feel embarrassed of my tummy. I still look at least 7 months pregnant.
Because I think it will make me happier. I don’t know why this is, but I’m not happy with my tummy and legs at the moment and I think that I’ll feel more confident in my body if there’s not so much of it.
I’m eating better, eating less of my old food and eating more foods that are better for me – salad, peppers and cucumber with every meal at the moment, but that’s fine by me as it’s making me feel good.
So here we go. It’s November 2011 and I’m drawing a line in the sand. I’m not waiting for the new year to make a resolution that will not last. I’m tackling this now, better late than never and because I said that 2011 was the year that I’d sort my weight out. So I am.
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