I am so full of love – emotional, heart wrenching, time to stand still wanting. God, I am so out of words. I couldn’t sleep so I came downstairs at 5am, wriggled on the sofa, watched some suits and listened out for his footsteps running from his bedroom to mine, for his morning snuggles. And then, I listened as he ran around looking for me. I called to him, but he knows that he’s awake before me, 99% of the time, so he wasn’t thinking of me being downstairs.
He comes down the stairs. He lays on me, under our big snuggly blanket. He moves and wriggles. I hold on tighter with each wriggle. He tells me that he’s not comfy – “Make me a nook Mummy”. So I roll over and he lays behind me, in the nook, and we snuggle.
It takes another ten minutes for him to fully wake up and when he does, he remembers that the sun has come up, so it must be time for him to demand the iPad!!!! This. It’s all about this. My boys – my two sons and my husband are everything. I want time to stand still. I would do anything to have time stand still. It’s just all too lovely for life to be any better than this with my family.
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